So just this last weekend, the 17th actually, We had a not so great day. Now be aware that I am FinE now and looking forward to the next, so with that in mind I'll tell you now.
I thought I was pregnant. Jeff and I have been trying for essentially 2 years now so you can imagine how excited I was! I cried and was so excited that when we saw family the next day I spilled the beans. Well then I had some colorful indication that everything was not going well. We went to the er (saturday's suck for doctor issues) they ran some test's and tell me that I had a "blighted ovum" which means, I was indeed pregnant, but no baby formed. Not what I wanted to hear people.
So saturday was rough, Jeff was disappointed, I was crying all day and would stop just to start up again once someone asked how I was. Telling Jace that there wasn't a baby in mommy's belly was rough for me also. He took it in step though. What he didn't like was seeing me in a hospital gown and in a hospital bed. He says to me once we got him through his scared whimpering, "mommy got a new shirt" lol Leave it to him to make me smile when I so didn't feel like it : )
Can I say how awesome my family and friends are though, the support has been so.. much (in a good way) I have felt the prayers being said for us, literally.
I know this isn't not a big deal, though I feel so comforted that it feels like I was silly to cry so much. I have learned from this and hope that the Lord see's fit to have me get prego again very, VERY soon ;) Dr. said I am the most fertle now than I ever have been so that has to be a good sign right? Also that this, though it sucks, is a good sign for the fertility issue they know I still can!
So a huge Thank you to all my friends and family that are praying for us and have shown so much love for us it is so appreciated! I love you all, wish us luck! I'll be letting you know.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Almost... just not quite
Posted by Bethany at 11:55 PM
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4 comments:
I'm so sorry that you have had to go through this! You are definitely in our prayers and I'm glad you are feel peace with it all! Love you guys!
I am so sorry that is just depressing.. I had a miscarriage a while ago so I know how devistating it is when you want it so bad.. I am thinking about you! I hope it happens soon for you! Love you!
I'm so sorry. What a disappointment. We will be praying for you. I hope it happens for you very very soon. You deserve it so much.
I had been checking for news. I am SO sorry. I had a miscarriage my first and know the pain. I however, think it is that much harder when you have been waiting. It is true that you are so fertile after being pregnant. I have high hopes for you and will continue to pray for you!! I hope it is your time now!
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